InsaneJournal

Current mood:

frustrated

I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end it doesn't even matter
Ahem. Excuse the emo Linkin Park lyric for the subject title. It kinda sorta fit in my brain logic.

Well, feeling more in tune with Shinobu and Paradisa. Romdeau is the same. Small, slow, with a side of wondering if I'm putting more effort into this game than everyone else, mods included. Granted, my threads don't stretch as far and long as the main mod's character and his canonmate, but their activity seems to come in bursts. Mine is easygoing but consistent. If I get a tag, I'm going to reply, and I try to comment to as many entries as possible. But what bugs me more is that I feel like I'm the only one advertising the game, and I'm just a lowly player. For all the mod mentions about how they don't like seeing so little activity in their game, they don't seem to be putting that much effort into getting the game's name out. It's just frustrating that the game is so stagnant and nothing I do to liven it up generates much activity.

Been iffy about ProjectVerde. I'm just not feeling the inspiration to write third-person prose tags, and the activity explosion when events come up intimidates the crap out of me. I just can't keep up, and it's even harder when I'm a slow tagger, and doubly harder when I'm a slow as a snail prose tagger. Besides, I jumped into it mostly hoping to play Noa and Conrad off each other again, but Conrad is his player's least active character. I don't know. Guess I'll wait it out some, see how I feel about it then before deciding what to do from there.